Sunday, July 22, 2012
Friday, December 31, 2010
Monday, October 04, 2010
Off to the school disco... fun fun fun!!! I wish all the days were like this one, rushing around dressing up, not a care in the world. I am so over the misery of not being able to, or can't... different ideals, and notions.. all problems can be solved somehow... kind of life. No new bike for me this year... blessed are those that are ... and blessed are those that be... love is never lost if you know how to attain it... love them.. love her.. love him!
Monday, August 02, 2010
Wednesday, July 07, 2010
Saturday, July 03, 2010
Friday, June 11, 2010
RIP DOBSY
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Saturday, February 13, 2010
Bit of a depression going on, can't flick the fact that my self esteem has been squashed into the ground, no going to Uni me thinks, or do I have a point to prove, I know I am stronger than letting others push me into the ground.
I am ... and I will be.
I shall ... and will continue.
Flattery will get one everywhere, negativity will not.
I love life, people, my girls, but why do some people have to be so god damn depressing and not plonk a smile on their faces, and say it is not all that bad.
I am!
I am ... and I will be.
I shall ... and will continue.
Flattery will get one everywhere, negativity will not.
I love life, people, my girls, but why do some people have to be so god damn depressing and not plonk a smile on their faces, and say it is not all that bad.
I am!
Sunday, January 03, 2010
Our Xmas day :)
Ever heard a silent scream that is enya when she got her guitar... ever heard a child say thankyou so graciously and grateful even tho they were second hand, thats Danica.. my kids are so fantastic it even blows me away... lovely day with family minus 2... but we will rectify that soon enough. HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL.
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Wanganui Race Day
Absolutely worth the trip south, 5 hrs there abouts driving on xmas day. Then on our feet listening watching breathing drooling amazed smelling all day. My fav's was the sidecars, but really impressed with everyone, superbikes awesome, totally amazed at the handling at high speeds, met some really nice people, made some new friends, slept in a wonderfully flash motel. Then partied till 11.30pm, Richy then drove home to Auckland. 6am to bed for 5 hours... ah sigh. Now its raining !
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Christmas Eve
Its christmas eve and all around the house, nothing doth stir, not even a mouse, the children are all gone, the men are asleep... the lights glare out at the sunrise almost to peak. My babies I miss .. I am incomplete... the sadness overwhelmes that I cannot to them even speak.
Enya & Danica my everlasting dream ... I miss you!
Saturday, December 12, 2009
And here is the second rally against ACC hikes for bikers.... barhumbug!
Have been sooo busy.... and xmas is around the corner... barhumbug... lol...
No seriously... been to court... got into Waikato Uni, got offered a full time job (what recession).... and loving my girls to bits... loving my bike, want an upgrade too after 3 months... doh.. lotto mmmm never happens.
Saturday, October 17, 2009
XV250
October 17th
Monday, April 20, 2009
Saturday, March 28, 2009
wow
Where has the weeks gone.. .dad is still in hospital...and thanks to a fantastic team at ICU Middlemore he is alive...yet still in hospital... and being dad!
Uni well um erm... its still happening... 6 days to complete a case study ... don't thinks its going to happen.. due to lack of time... spent 4 hrs totally loving my dad.. really enjoyed some quality time with him.
Having a blast on kiwi biker... kids are really being cool... love em to bits.. both stunning... teacher said they need to model... ho hum... maybe.. maybe not.
Thinking about studying Speech Therepy 4 years full time.. might be 45 before that happens.. kids important... first.
Totally trying to survive .. even tho I have a job... crazy world
miss anja, michaela, mel, maria, ... the girls.. xx mwah
Uni well um erm... its still happening... 6 days to complete a case study ... don't thinks its going to happen.. due to lack of time... spent 4 hrs totally loving my dad.. really enjoyed some quality time with him.
Having a blast on kiwi biker... kids are really being cool... love em to bits.. both stunning... teacher said they need to model... ho hum... maybe.. maybe not.
Thinking about studying Speech Therepy 4 years full time.. might be 45 before that happens.. kids important... first.
Totally trying to survive .. even tho I have a job... crazy world
miss anja, michaela, mel, maria, ... the girls.. xx mwah
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
the week from hell
Dad was admitted to middlemore intensive care, University starts, ...and the kids are playing up cause they can, I am too exhausted to deal with everything... I do have this thing in my brain that drives me... what it is I don't know.. .but I keep going... and one day the smiles will come.
I wish some people would let things be, and leave me in peace, I wish some people loads of hugs... I miss my dad, 8 days in hospital 7 unconscious, such a long wait, and then huge recovery.... I want him back yesterday.
I wish some people would let things be, and leave me in peace, I wish some people loads of hugs... I miss my dad, 8 days in hospital 7 unconscious, such a long wait, and then huge recovery.... I want him back yesterday.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Written by Enya aged 7
I went to the beach one holiday
I forgot my swimtogs
and start to play
Swish swish went the waves
Woosh woosh went the days
When we got home
We jumped in the pool
When we got out we felt really cool
When we go there next year
We will have to remember
To bring our swim gear.
:)
I forgot my swimtogs
and start to play
Swish swish went the waves
Woosh woosh went the days
When we got home
We jumped in the pool
When we got out we felt really cool
When we go there next year
We will have to remember
To bring our swim gear.
:)
Washed up on the ocean beach
Cutting deep the fingers seek
Mindless creeps into mind
Just a curious dream
Just a curious dream
Pennies drop from the skies
Motionless winds blow them by
shut your windows shut your doors
As it is just a curious dream
As it is just a curious dream
The nettled blankets of the fields
Sting our inner souls
Open your eyes, Open to dream
Sinking Curious Dreams
Sinking curious dreams
Sand stops in time I can't make it mine
Sweeping through my fingertips
lifes time, passes by
Fighting Back curious dreams
Fighting Back curious dreams
Cutting deep the fingers seek
Mindless creeps into mind
Just a curious dream
Just a curious dream
Pennies drop from the skies
Motionless winds blow them by
shut your windows shut your doors
As it is just a curious dream
As it is just a curious dream
The nettled blankets of the fields
Sting our inner souls
Open your eyes, Open to dream
Sinking Curious Dreams
Sinking curious dreams
Sand stops in time I can't make it mine
Sweeping through my fingertips
lifes time, passes by
Fighting Back curious dreams
Fighting Back curious dreams
Monday, January 05, 2009
I was asked for something,... and this is what I had.
There is love
There is fire
Then there is desire
I held the hand of the dove
To become at peace with myself
No mixing of needs
I just needed to believe
Back finding a place
make no mistakes
moving forward without
thats the fire that creates desire
don't correct the past
make the future less forbidden
thats how life should be driven
be at one with yourself
then there is love
a fire
lit with desire
There is fire
Then there is desire
I held the hand of the dove
To become at peace with myself
No mixing of needs
I just needed to believe
Back finding a place
make no mistakes
moving forward without
thats the fire that creates desire
don't correct the past
make the future less forbidden
thats how life should be driven
be at one with yourself
then there is love
a fire
lit with desire
Friday, January 02, 2009
wow
Xmas as been and gone, we are into 2009, I have done nothing in the scrappin department, a few xmas things but that is it... knitting loads, and spending too much valuable time online.. but all good fun...
Enya modelled beautifully for this photo...left age 7... me 13...and Danica 10 then.
Hope everyone had a fantastic xmas & new years... xxx
Enya modelled beautifully for this photo...left age 7... me 13...and Danica 10 then.
Hope everyone had a fantastic xmas & new years... xxx
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
twas a day
Just another day
Turning another year over
thinking oh well life is
made for fun, love & happiness
I am in my element
being 40 is such a great
feeling... never let
anyone remove that.
Turning another year over
thinking oh well life is
made for fun, love & happiness
I am in my element
being 40 is such a great
feeling... never let
anyone remove that.
Friday, October 03, 2008
School Disco
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
7th day of the 7th Month of 2008
Sunday, July 06, 2008
mmmm
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
A day in the life of..........
ME...
This was just so funny, listening to Kelly talk about her morning... apart from one thing... sharing.
7am Wake up, yawn stretch, make sure it 7am and not 5am... wiggle.. so the girls move and become unsettled, crawl out.
7.10am The usual stuff
7.20am Tea & Breakfast, make beds, open curtains, gooo brrrr its too cold
7.30am Lunches made & kids eating in front of Aladin (the only cartoon they are aloud to watch)
7.45am Oi you two... eat up... or u will belate
7.46am Check emails, gulp tea & breaky
8.00am Jump in bath (shower is fussy)
8.10am Yell out is everyone dressed for school
8.20am mmm no... get one sorted
8.30am Late again... you can ride, but u have to leave now.
8.40am Calmly walk into school, smile at everyone and leave without saying more than good morning...
9.00am Go to work... or not...depends if fridge still open at home, house locked, or even looking like livable to arrive home too.
And thats the morning... whew.. no wonder shattered and ready for coffee at
9.30am...
This was just so funny, listening to Kelly talk about her morning... apart from one thing... sharing.
7am Wake up, yawn stretch, make sure it 7am and not 5am... wiggle.. so the girls move and become unsettled, crawl out.
7.10am The usual stuff
7.20am Tea & Breakfast, make beds, open curtains, gooo brrrr its too cold
7.30am Lunches made & kids eating in front of Aladin (the only cartoon they are aloud to watch)
7.45am Oi you two... eat up... or u will belate
7.46am Check emails, gulp tea & breaky
8.00am Jump in bath (shower is fussy)
8.10am Yell out is everyone dressed for school
8.20am mmm no... get one sorted
8.30am Late again... you can ride, but u have to leave now.
8.40am Calmly walk into school, smile at everyone and leave without saying more than good morning...
9.00am Go to work... or not...depends if fridge still open at home, house locked, or even looking like livable to arrive home too.
And thats the morning... whew.. no wonder shattered and ready for coffee at
9.30am...
Sunday, May 25, 2008
mmm MMM mmm
mind blowing connectionss, thoughts and thinkin this weekend.. love ya cas..ilka...lee ..kim ...jackie & andrea u rock.. jennifer chill, you have awesoem work, and are a awesom mum I am sure...sam cool thoughts and very cool lady... megan... in fact you are a quiet though awe insired u r an awesome scrapper.
My mind was not in the weekend... making toast for everyone was the most exciting moment... cause I met all the toast eaters...
Kelly u rock
Yo You Rock Loads
& oooh Lianne lol U really rock
My mind was not in the weekend... making toast for everyone was the most exciting moment... cause I met all the toast eaters...
Kelly u rock
Yo You Rock Loads
& oooh Lianne lol U really rock
Monday, May 19, 2008
Scrap Camp Rotorua
Another Weekend looming away out of town.
I am actually looking forward to it.
Yet I am so not organized, loads of photos all over the show.
Would love to do a project for Julia who is going back to germany in 5 weeks ;(
Yet all photos not printed, so will have to master up something amusing for her of our girls so she remembers us.
Has been a strange week, a bit messy in my head. But its all coming together... I can do this single thing.. its a breeze.
Wow 3 road rides this week, pats herself on the back... I love my new bike, it really puts me out there on the roads, breathing, feeling, free, can't wait till it as a motor haha.
You know what is another good feeling, I don't care about my housework, I walk out the door and say.. " I will do it later ", and I am mowing the lawns.. whew but good exercise..
ya all have to hold me to this, so no encouraging me to eat crap at camp... I am going to be a size 10, ride a motorbike, and have a tattoo by christmas... oh and be 40.. :) and single .... IF I FAIL IN ONE FORGIVE ME, HOPING THE FIRST COME OFF. HEHE
See ya all at camp.... whomever you are.!!!!
I am actually looking forward to it.
Yet I am so not organized, loads of photos all over the show.
Would love to do a project for Julia who is going back to germany in 5 weeks ;(
Yet all photos not printed, so will have to master up something amusing for her of our girls so she remembers us.
Has been a strange week, a bit messy in my head. But its all coming together... I can do this single thing.. its a breeze.
Wow 3 road rides this week, pats herself on the back... I love my new bike, it really puts me out there on the roads, breathing, feeling, free, can't wait till it as a motor haha.
You know what is another good feeling, I don't care about my housework, I walk out the door and say.. " I will do it later ", and I am mowing the lawns.. whew but good exercise..
ya all have to hold me to this, so no encouraging me to eat crap at camp... I am going to be a size 10, ride a motorbike, and have a tattoo by christmas... oh and be 40.. :) and single .... IF I FAIL IN ONE FORGIVE ME, HOPING THE FIRST COME OFF. HEHE
See ya all at camp.... whomever you are.!!!!
Thursday, May 15, 2008
MY LIFE IS SUCH A REPITITION
When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be
There is no life - no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be
There is no life - no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.
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